Monday 16 May 2011

so long never blog already! okay i've decided to make it a habit to blog!!! hahah (: been busy with common tests and assignments *sigh*

going to lynette's house tmr! you dont know how happy i am! haha! finally! she thinks i cant cycle so she's gonna "teach" me! in fact, I DO KNOW!!! hahaha! im gonna pretend i dont tmr and then she'll think im so pro can pick it up so fast!! :D how smart am i??

Monday 2 May 2011

Today after dance, I went out for lunch with 2 of my dance friends. We talked alot. I told them, everything. Everything about Isaac. How I loved him, but how it all ended. I cried on the way home. Because, I denied the fact that I still like him. BUT WHY DO I? He's a jerk, i tell myself. I hate him I hate him. And i tell everyone that. I tell HIM that. But why, oh why, why cant i get over him? Then, a couple walked passed me. The girl was clinging on to the guy, she smiled so brightly at him and she looked up at him, with that gleaming eyes, full of passion and love. But he, shook her hand away. Whats this? Are all guys like that? Should i ever ever ever trust in relationship? Well, i guess, Im way too young to make that decision. All i want to happen at this moment of time, GET OVER HIM.