whats wrong with me?

Why cannot post through iphone! Aiyoyo its like so troublesome! HIYA. Today I'm supposed to be happy, but i really don know why i ain't. We didn't quarrel today, why ain't i happy? Shouldn't i be jumping for joy since that was what i really wanted? Or was it? Maybe i wanted more. Yes, i wanted more. Why am i so unreasonable? I only want her to myself. Why am i so selfish? WHY? Whats wrong with me? Right now, i feel like crying. I feel like a total jerk. She has other friends too, you know. You are not her only friend! Let go, let go. Tomorrow will be better. I won't get all jealous. I won't get pissed for no reason. Yes, that is going to happen.

YESTERDAY.

It was such a bad night. Modern dance sucked ttm. I couldnt do a handstand, so everyone had to put up with me learning a simple one. I could tell that they were annoyed. Then Miss Jane gave us (more like them) a long talk how we should work together and give some other people (which was obviously me) time to pick up steps. SIGH. But actually I really thanked Miss Jane, she didn't pin point who she was talking about, and after all she was very encouraging. I know I wont get into the performing group anymore, and I don't really want to actually. I'm tired of being looked down, or being the odd one out cuz I can't catch up. I hope this gets better.